| Thursday, October 13th, 2005 |
| 10:31 am |
...
well I'm tired so I'm going to make allot of run on sentences *like that's not normal* so ya I broke up with my girlfriend. One of the main reasons was because I could not find anything so ya it was getting to quiet for my liking so ya I jumped to the extreme of dumping here. the weird thing is that when I went to go talk and hang with my friends I was as quiet with them as I was with my girlfriend. the only difference was I didn't really want to be with my friends. at least when I was quiet with Cheri I wanted to be there at least a little. well there is this other girl I like from church so I'm going to see if she wants to date *in the back of my head I know I want the girl from church to say no she does not want to date me* and if she says no I'm going to get down on my knees and beg her to give me a 2nd chance *I really hope she does even if I was the one that dumped her* well that's all the time I have for today so ya c ya later Jennifer. *I deserve I slap but I felt no ass* |
| Sunday, October 9th, 2005 |
| 5:43 am |
*pushes up reading glasses*
sigh well I am very very disturbed at what my girlfriend e-mailed me. Man I swear times like this I really don't know what to do with her and other times I just wish I never started to date a gothic girl. I mean she does not look gothic and she does not talk gothic but what she e-mails is disturbing me like the gothic ppl in school. sigh *takes off reading glasses and puts them away* I don't know what to do. I'm not really looking for words of wisdom *I never listen to them anyways ppl that say they have words of wisdom r and the more annoying* I'm just typing to blow off some steam. well ok I guess I'm done so I'll c ya later *waves bye bye* |
| Friday, October 7th, 2005 |
| 7:58 am |
well the day is done
and my body feels like shit but menally I'm all good. Now that I know who I'm going to stay with Cheri my head has been cleared and I can at least crack a smile now *as my friend Brittany forced* and I feel re-leaved well enjoy the panda and c ya later |
| Thursday, October 6th, 2005 |
| 6:23 pm |
la la la la la la la la
I'm so bored *I guess thats ok because I just woke up hahahah* well I need to get ready for school now bye bye c ya all later *kami and all u other ppl without a livejournal account so I gave u my name and Password so I don't need to talk that much beacue I'm very very lazzy LOL* |
| 2:39 am |
*looks up*
well ok I've made my final decision and that is Cheri it is because no matter how much I think about it I just don't want to see her sad. At least the girl from my past is not dating me. |
| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005 |
| 5:42 am |
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AGAIN!!! Today I figure I just act like nothing because I was just going to brake up with her on next week wednesday but when I saw my girlfriend I could not even think about braking up with her. So I thought I should just do what I was going to do before the girl from my past came back *that was to ask her "What are your feelings for me?" because she never really shows how she feels for me* so I did and she didn't answer me first she asked me "why?" so I told her "Well your not the easiest girl to read." and she told me "that's the way I like things" and left it as that so I still don't know what she feels for me. sigh and I was hoping to know what I was going to do before I see the girl from my past again *I can't avoid her anymore I'll have to see her every sunday because of sunday school* but at this rate I wont be any closer to the answer that where I am now. |
| Monday, October 3rd, 2005 |
| 6:51 am |
what to say about today
well my day was ok I guess and now I know who I'm going to go with. YA IT'S THE GIRL FROM MY PAST. Ya but I'm going to have to wait for 2 weeks because I don't want to look like a jerk. I say that because my girlfriends' b-day is this week and I don't want to make it look like it's her b-day present type of thing. So ya. |
| Sunday, October 2nd, 2005 |
| 8:34 am |
I hope my girlfriend can't read this
I have a huge problem and since this is a journal so HA. You see there is a girl from my past that I use to like and I thought I was over her *that's why I started dating my girlfriend* but I say her today and she is in my sunday-school class and well now I'm not to positive about me getting over her. I like the girl from my past and my girlfriend and I don't really know how I like more. On one hand my girlfriend is a quiet girl and I like being around her but I can never tell how she feels for me because one of two reasons. One I can't read girls signs well or two she isn't showing any sign of liking me. I don't know what it is because it feels good sometimes to know the person you like likes you back. That's why I like the girl from my past because at least I know she likes me. On top of that she actually talks to me *my girlfriend talks to me but hardly ever* but with all that said here comes the thing that makes my head ack the most. My girlfriends b-day is this week. sigh what to do? what to do? well tell what you thing and I hope it helps me. |
| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 |
| 11:14 pm |
sigh
well not much that I can talk about has happened so ya if u want to know me well and u can find me in real life I talk and say things I don't even remember so ya you'll find out a lot more if u can meet me in person if u can't see it on my page I'm 15 soon to be 16 and love a lot of things but the big one right now is my girlfriend If u reply to me or comment me I'll reply and sooner or later you'll know me well ^_^ |
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